22 March 2012

Full stop [.]


When one is in the spree of writing thoughts flow and its quite easy..It is probably one such day with me-
Full stop. Is it just a little punctuation mark? Or does it have something else to symbolize? For people it is just a stupid punctuation mark which tells us when a sentence ends and when a new one starts. And no doubt they are correct. But can we correlate it to our lives? Can we use a simple punctuation mark to have better lives?


YES! We can! A simple punctuation can help us be better people. Because for me a Fullstop is not something which is just a stupid punctuation mark, it is something which sets limitations. It is something which creates- bars, it is something which helps man separate himself from being needy and being greedy.


A fullstop to our growing demands. A fullstop to our needs. A fullstop to our bad deeds. A fullstop to what we want to be. A fullstop to jealousy among peers. A fullstop to industrialization. A fullstop to the not-so-needed technologies. A fullstop to corruption. A fullstop to illiteracy.


Does adding a simple punctuation mark to all these situations bring about a change in the paradigm of what we think of a "Punctuation mark"? Does it seem to you that Fullstop is just a punctuation mark?


A fullstop to smoking, a fullstop to excessive drinking, a fullstop to drugs, a fullstop to overeating, a fullstop to ignorance. Wouldn't adding a fullstop to all these make people better?


It is time we start looking at objects not only as objects, but as metaphors. Because everything around us, symbolizes something. We should try to inspire ourselves looking at them and try make our lives better. Unless and until we try change our way of looking at things in an optimistic manner, we can never be better human beings.


God helps those, who help themselves. :)

My Diamond



MY DIAMOND ( this came from my heart )


This is by far the most sincere and honest piece that I have ever written in my whole life, and this is for the most important and the most loving person that i know, I cherish this person ever since I opened my eyes, ever since I took my fist steps, from the time that I had my first full laugh, she watched me grow and have my own life directed by me, she's everything that I've always wanted to be when I grew up,I want to do everything for her just like she does for us, I want to be sweet, I want to be the perfect daughter, I don't want to ever let her down, never, she has always been so proud of me, bragging me, caring for me, protecting me, and I love her so much, I love the smell of her hair, the way she laughs when I tell jokes,I love the way she cooks for us, and I cannot bear the thought of losing her, she is the best in the world, she is the greatest, and she loves me more than anyone could ever do, she is my diamond......


When he came into my life, that's when the nightmare started, I totally became a different person, it's like, I've run away without looking back, I've changed my heart and turned into a person that I cannot fully describe, selfish? unfair? numb? disrespectful? evil? or hurtful perhaps, I can't look at the mirror anymore, cause everytime I do, I get disgusted with myself, I've forgotten all the people that matters the most, I've forggoten all the memories, I neglected all the screams, while I'm in a world of lies and deciets, she cries, waiting for my messages that never came, waiting for my hugs that were never there, she needs me and I ignored her, I can't feel anything anymore, I'm trapped with this feeling that I have for my private demon, instead of standing up for her and with her, I stood up for him, instead of being strong for her, I became weak because of him, and I'm sad, I can't remamber the last time I smiled without pretense, can't remember a lot of things that I love to do, it's all gone now, so is myself, i'm now drifting away, I'm losing myself, she is loosing me, and I'm loosing the people that I love, all because of this deep-undying feeling that I had for this someone, my private demon, i know that this sounds stupid and pointless, but i know, someday, I'll be coming back, from being the old me, I'll be the sweet daughter again, I'll be the funny sister again, i'll be myself again, and I'm going back, I'll be her child again, and  she'll be my diamond..These were my thoughts previously a couple of days ago..but now....






............Boom ! and Yes Today am confidently back..The same ME.. A happy, cheerful, confident, funloving, adorable ME..Mama, Always there for you.. The same old ME may be the better ME..who knows your Value, your love, your affection..